Beholden to the Field or the Ivory Tower? the Emotional Resolution and Silencing of Ethical Dilemmas in Ethnographic Research
Focusing both on my fieldwork experience and my decisions about how to write about it (or not), I describe three ethnographic dilemmas: the use of a bribe to replace a lost license plate, financial contributions to research participants, and decisions around where it is safe to travel in an active conflict zone. I argue that ethnographers will likely resolve similar dilemmas in two ways: first, their behavior is determined by emotional responses that serve as roadmaps for orienting action; and second, we generally excise these dilemmas from our writing (here Goffman was the exception and she paid for it dearly). This silence protects ethnographers from recrimination but eliminates potentially interesting findings and weakens the training of budding ethnographers who must reinvent the wheel as they confront these dilemmas on their own.